June 29th, 2004

I was at the doctors office with mom and dad waiting for the doctor to come in and tell us what to and not to expect. It wasn't as surreal as I was expecting. I think that just means I had some sense of reality about all of this. Before the doctor came in I looked out the window, we were on the third floor, and I saw a woman in the parking lot. I should probably preface this with the fact that it has been raining here since February so it's pretty damp outside. She was wearing a hospital gown, no shoes or sock and smoking. Nothing about that entire scene looked like it should. Not very exciting or interesting I know, but right now it's all I got...